I don't like that I am here again........

I waited 2 hours before taking a Clonazepam, and then decided -- just take it.

My decision-making abilities are a bit askew at the moment.

I woke up a little before 5 a.m.

My head hurt, my right shoulder hurt and I needed to go to the bathroom.

I am glad that I finally decided to take a Clonazepam.

I am SO tired.

And cold.

I don't want to type anymore here.

I believe I am going to get through this.

Typing helps but I just want this to end............. It will go away as it has every single time before.

I think I will call someone...............

That's all for now.