Yep, I made it through the morning....

It's now 10:36 at night.

I survived the morning.

Here's what happened.

5 a.m. -- I took some ibuprophen for my headache.

7 a.m. -- After I took the Clonazepam, which is a pretty low dose of the medicine, I tried calling three people (friends/family), but nobody answered their phone.

I prayed for help.

I picked up a trash can and threw-up.

I drank some milk.

I did not want to wake my husband, because he was tired too, but..... I really needed to talk to someone, so I woke him up, as I held the trash can to my chest.

He has always told me that I can wake him up if I need him.

He asked what I needed him to do for me.

It was helpful just to know that he knew what was going on with me.

I told him I was going to try to sleep, but that I needed to go to the bathroom (again), and brush my teeth and my mouth guard.

Then I told him I needed some more blankets (on my side of the bed).

I laid down (after getting my back comfortable -- that one spot that always hurts).

It took a while.

Then, as I was trying to just relax and go to sleep, I felt that maybe I had thrown-up the Clonazepam, and my head still hurt, so I got back up, took another Clonazepam and some more ibuprophen.

Then I went back into our bedroom and threw-up again into the trash can.  Great.

I got up, drank some more milk and some water.

Then went right back to bed, and was able to fall asleep and stay asleep until 1 p.m.!!!  Yay!!!!!

I am SO thankful that Heavenly Father helped me.

I felt good after I woke up, and I've been doing good all day.

Time for bed now.

Have a good night.   : )

I don't like that I am here again........

I waited 2 hours before taking a Clonazepam, and then decided -- just take it.

My decision-making abilities are a bit askew at the moment.

I woke up a little before 5 a.m.

My head hurt, my right shoulder hurt and I needed to go to the bathroom.

I am glad that I finally decided to take a Clonazepam.

I am SO tired.

And cold.

I don't want to type anymore here.

I believe I am going to get through this.

Typing helps but I just want this to end............. It will go away as it has every single time before.

I think I will call someone...............

That's all for now.