Last night, I didn't sleep well again. Grrrrrr..........
It wasn't AS bad as the other night, but not real good either.......
And I had to get up at 8 a.m. to be ready to leave at 9:15 a.m. for an appointment.
So I survived the day.
Now it's time to get ready for bed.
EEEK!!!!
I'm not ready!
I have this and that and the other to do!
And I want to be ready for bed by 10 p.m.
I don't think I have the time.
Maybe I have the time, but I might have to leave out something.
I did 2 loads of laundry and vacuumed one room today.
I listened to some scriptures online.
And goofed off for about an hour and 45 minutes.
Well...........
I'm not a horrible person.
I have two main thoughts:
1) JESUS is the reason why I will get "into Heaven", if I get there. : ) It won't have a WHOLE lot to do with anything great that I have done. NO amount of my goodness will get me through the pearly gates.
It will be all because of Jesus, and his mercy, and my willingness to repent and try to be good.
2) My NUMBER ONE priority tonight is: MY SANITY.
It's not whether I am able to get ALL of my stretches and exercises done.
Nope.
Sanity.
My sanity comes first. Remember that.
If I'm able to brush my teeth and floss a few of them, and put in my splint, that will do.
If I'm able to anything else, great.
If not, no biggie. Let's not make this mole-hill into a MOUNTAIN, OK?
It's JUST.....NOT...... worth it.
So -- again -- let's recap.......
I'm not a loser. I'm human. And JESUS is my Savior. Let's not get too caught up in how many good things you need to do in order to be considered a good person.
# 2 -- Sanity is the Priority.
Breathe. Smile. Keep a good sense of humor.
You will survive the night, even if you don't get much sleep YET AGAIN.
You will survive the night, even if you have pain.
You will survive the night.
Tomorrow, you'll wake up, and be able to do the things that you need to do.
It'll all be OK.
Breathe.
: )
OK -- That's it for now.
Have a good day and night!
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